Sometimes I Wonder Why I Still Exist

[blue_eyes72]

I sat and pondered this thought this mornin cuz well... I do lots of stupid stuff i mean ALOT of stupid stuff. I mean at times i willingly put my life on tha line on occasion fearlessly some people say its that teenage invincability stage but its not i know i could die i just really dont care if i live thats ok if i die thats ok too

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hey

[nlove]

ya know what.. im really gettin tired of this depressing bullshit all the damn time... i dont like readin it andi know you're not that depressed so suck it up K
ya know i love ya and im here for ya but this shit is stupid and not you.. it feels like you are just tryin to get ppl to comment and say hey dont worry it will all be ok and ya know what ppl do care i care but im not gonna comment on this bull and say how much this world needs you cuz you know it does... and you CAN be happy... just get over the depressing stuff I LOVE YOU member that ok im just sayin this for you

Melby

Re: hey

[blue_eyes72]

ha ha ha wow mel your just plum full of kindness and you should know better by now i could care less what the world thinks. Its the weird part about me im distrustin as hell i figure yall are just sayin that cuz just lookin at myself at the man i am i almost just wanna take it out. I suppose this LJ is just an outlet to the things inside me that i feel and just dont say cuz i am afraid that people will feel just like you. I just thought that no one read this thing if you want i can fix it where no one has to read it.

Re: hey

[nlove]

shew ya just dont get it do ya... lol
im always full of kindness haha <3 ;)
yes i read it all tha time i know that this is a good way to get ya feelings out but im sooo tired of readin all your entries cuz they are all so depressing ppl get depressed i know that one but you are all tha time.. you never have nethign happy to write about lol and if you want something happy to write about then do something about it haha thats all im sayin... i love you snakey and i miss you...

-love-