so i realize the only time i update is when there is an interesting thing to do...um one of those answer a bunch of questions and it tells you someting about you....or i update when everything is falling apart

Well today i am updating b/c i am fucking bored out of my mind

oh funny thing jean said to me in my lesson yesterday...."You have to be the ( Read more... )

yeah haven't updated in a bit....but here's something to go off of...my head has exploded inside

i'm so confused....

i feel so dead....i feel like every second i want to run away and when i do i don't want to be there either

my flute has become my life at the moment....its the only thing that doesn't depress me anymore...

i've been trying so hard ( Read more... )

After you die...
Heaven

After death, you will exist in heaven. Everything and everyone you love will constantly surround you for all of eternity. You lucky scoundrel.


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so i just got back from Nicole's senior recital...wow...she played this piece called "I am streched at your grave" and i almost lost it...it was really moving and so was the Jethro Tull... as i said to nicole i hope my senior recital is something even close to that... it just really depressed me b/c i don't think there is a chance for me to get an ( Read more... )

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i swipped this from my sweetie

FIRSTS
First best friend: real? or fake? Patricia -real
First car: my 94(?) tauras shaganwagon
First real date: sevan
First real kiss: sevan
First real break-up: alex aka cha
First screen name: rozeyblue8
First self purchased album: smashmouth astro lounge i think
First funeral: antie maymay (dunno about the spell)
First pets ( Read more... )

meant to put this in the entery before i posted the other but yeah its friends only now...i just realized i don't want certain people stumbling across this and reading about my life...its not that great anyway

Thinking back to my trip to Ikea i just wanted to say how i thought the whole time i was there... "Damn..what are those Sweds smoking???"  anyway if you wanna read about my boring life proceed to click this ( link )