FUCK YOU. I feel better now.

So I went to school today and got some things straightened out. So hopefully ill be back on track... I did get some good news today about my new apartment which i get to move into May 15th!!! Im so excited to leave my current one. I guess what they say is true never live with your friends because you won't be by the end. Its sad that my ( Read more... )

NOBAMA come one people.

I guess because i havn't taken my meds in three days I can really see the affects of them. When i was on them i had a pretty much constant smile on my face and had a good cheery mood. Yesterday and today I have felt like shit and the thoughts are coming back. I know I sound like i'm crazy but you don't understand what goes on in my head. I have ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU!!!!!! i'm so tired of your shit fuck you!

I havn't written in this thing for a long time. I doubt anyone ever reads it too. But i just feel like writting so im going to post. Five months ago my grandma died. And I thought I handled it pretty well. I didn't cry until the end and I even drove the hearse and helped close the casket. But now it's hitting me. I dream about her every ( Read more... )

well its day three in jacksonville. I missed everyone so much over the past four months and now that im back i feel weird. I think too much time has passed between. Its been a year since ive lived up here and everyone has other friends and stories and jokes and im out of the loop i guess. And thats good and fine I left cause of me and life goes ( Read more... )

my grandma passed away on Wednesday. I left for Panama City Tuesday afternoon which was her birthday and I knew when I said goodbye it was the last time but I wish it wasn't. I don't think its hit me yet because I still expect her to be there when I come home tomorrow. The funerla is Monday morning and I havn't been to one for my own family in ( Read more... )

Lately my life has sucked. I'm going no where and and fast. It seems like since I have gotten back from Germany everything is different. I am supossed to move to Jacksonville in the fall but I don't know how I will be able to afford it. I am broke right now and my job has no work. I don't know what I will do about school either. UNF won't ( Read more... )

Ok today I leave for Germany. I'm not even excited i'm more nervous than anything. I am terrified of flying and this ride will be at least 8 hours. Im hoping I will just sleep. Ill miss everyone and I hope I can see you all when I get home.