slapinthefuckingface.
what the hell is wrong with me?
ive been overly emotional today.
everything makes me want to cry.
i thought of you for the first time in forever.

...i hope its not what i think it is.

bkw.

hola.
summer sucks ass so far.
i dont like work.
im constantly bored.
went out with caleb, mal and tim last nite.
caleb has a new ride.
thank god.
it was about time.
less than 25 days until i turn 16.
i cant wait.
school in a few months.
not all that excited.
some people are just plain assholes.
yellow bastards.
good day.

well, summer break has offically started. i am so freaking happy. because when i go back...i will be a JUNIOR! hooray for me. anywho, today has been okay so far. i havent really done anything tho. just layed around. but let me tell ya...it feels great to lay on my ass and do n-o-t-h-i-n-g. i cant wait until tomarro. me and goose are going to beech ( Read more... )

no more school for me. atleast not for a while anyways. im out, its over. and im so glad. the last day kinda sucked in a way. i couldnt get over the fact that it was the last day. it didnt really seem like it. senior skits sucked, compared to last year. no offense. but it did. some of the skits made no damn sense whatsoever. to top that off, i ( Read more... )

ahhh, yes. the day i have been waiting for ever since the beginning of school. THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOL YOU FOOL! i am so freaking excited. tomarro is my last day...and then i shall be a junior. isn't that weird? tomarro will be cake. 1 final..i think i'll pass it. then goof off the rest of the day with my friends. 4th block the whole school is ( Read more... )

3 days and counting.
i need a job.
i need a truck.
i cant wait until my birthday.
i need to get over this.

bkw.

now i think i can say i except it. each day is getting a little easier.

i just got back from mallories. me, caleb, tim, robert, chris and sarah chilled there for a little while. i had fun. i think i ate too many potato chips tho. eeeh.

i love coldplay. im listening to "clocks" right now. their music just calms me. i recommend them. o yes i do.

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well, its getting easier for me. it's still strange...but i think everyone is doing alot better. and lunch still is dull. we still miss you.

i just got back from emily's not too long ago. i was supposed to go over there today...but she called me last nite and wanted to know if i wanted to go with her and bubby to the movies. he told her to call ( Read more... )

well, its already been a week. it just doesnt seem like it. i wish i could stop thinking about him so much. but its really hard. especially when i got so used to him being in lunch with me and my friends everyday. im guessing either his parents ended his cell phone contract thingy or his voice mail was cram packed...cause i tried calling it last ( Read more... )

well, today was a little better. just certain things catch me off-guard and i look for him still. i honestly hate lunch tho. with a passion. just isnt fun anymore. not the same. it's just so empty. it seems to drag on forever. no one has much to say. what is there to say really? i tried again today to call brians cell just to listen to his voice.. ( Read more... )