"hey, whats up? im just drivin home. what are u doin? well that aint no good. uh..hold on a second, im gettin a beep."

i swear, i have listened to it like 10 times now. i just cant help it. i dont want to forget what he sounds like. it doesn't really sound like him until he says "whata ya doin?" that makes me tear up everytime. i left him a ( Read more... )

well, it seems like i cant do anything right anymore.
it seems like someone is always mad at me for something.
but i want everyone to know...i dont know what i would do without you.
these are hard times.
bkw.

well, today was the end. me, mal, caleb, amber and becca went to brians funeral. i felt so awful. there were a lot of ppl there, and i know brian would have liked that. i did much better than i thought i would. i didnt cry that much when we were at the grave yard. caleb on the other hand just broke down. i really do feel sorry for him. brians ( Read more... )

well, the hardest part of saying goodbye comes tomarro. me, caleb and rebecca are going to brians funeral together. it starts at one. i cant even imagine how many ppl are going to be there. i just got off of the phone with caleb. i had to fight the tears. he sounded so sad. god, why did this have to happen to such a nice person? i feel like i have ( Read more... )

last nite brian whitworth died in a car accident. i cant believe it. it's said that he and jason hayse ran off the road and hit a tree. but i dont quite know. i am so tore up right now. i just met him this year through caleb. he had lunch with me and sat with us everyday. we used to pick on each other. i found out about it at like 10:30 this ( Read more... )

ive got a lovely bunch of coconuts.
there they are a standing in a row.
big ones, small ones, some as big as ya head.
give em a twist, a flick of the wrist.
thats what the showman said.

well, today went better i guess. i just discovered a small bruise on my hand where freaking caleb bit me last nite, when he actually talked to me. loser! well, i borrowed monty pythons "life of brian," from courtney. its pretty funny. i talked mr. payne into letting us watch some of it in arts and humanities. luckily it didnt show the penis part or ( Read more... )

so this is how you are.
well, here's my gift to you.
finger in the air.
im sick of trying to be nice.
and acting like i care.
lifes a bitch, eh?

revolution.
evolution.
masturbation.
flagellation.
regulation.
integrations.
meditations.
united nations.
congratulations.

well, here i am by myself. i decided not to go to my grandparents house for mother's day today. im not feeling all that well. i still can't breathe. my cough is freaking gross..and my throat is killing me. literally. i just finished eating ramen noodles. they were rather good, if i do say so myself. darn, im out of mt. dew.

im guessing i need to ( Read more... )