So... there not much to talk about. Currently my life is kind of boring. But I have a feeling things will change soon ( Read more... )

So. Many changes came all at once tonight. It has made me incredibly tired. Crying your eyes out can do that to ya sometimes ( Read more... )

I keep wanting to be depressed. Well, not WANTING to be depressed but something will happen and I go in that direction... I'm seriously trying to fight it though, Arguing with all those damn insecurities. It's really hard tho... cause even when I argue with myself and I know how great I am and such I cant help but compare myself to others and ( Read more... )

Man, this has been one hell of an awesome summer, and it's not even over ( Read more... )

It feels so odd that it's my birthday.... it feels so odd that I'm getting so old... I really need to start doing something with my life or before I know it I'll be 30 and still living with my parents. :| Which is like worst nightmare kinda material, to me anyway ( Read more... )

okay, most everyone knows this but just incase.... The blind date a few weeks ago went well, we hung out again last sat... and then he told me he just wants to be friends cause he doesn't feel comfortable being in a relationship with someone who isn't christian XP ( Read more... )

Well now, it seems I have a date on saturday night, it's a blind date but still.O_O. After my game tomorrow I am gonna go to beckys(on my team) house and we will get cleaned up and then meet her bf and um... Blain, the guy she is setting me up with.... Whooooo! this is so weird. =o.o ( Read more... )

I hardly ever update this, I don't think anyone who reads this (if there is even anyone that does o.o) really cares anyways... but meh ( Read more... )

yeah baby! 8)

errr uh yeah... sure..... O_o

Yep, thats right I'm back from florida, again. Yaaaaaay. I got home on sunday. It was cool, my mom surprised me at the airport by bringing my 2 friends, jeremy and haley, to come get me, it was the shiznit. 8D ( Read more... )