I apologize to anyone that does read this... i doesnt seem like many do. but whatever, i no longer update my xanga, then this started falling back too. for anyone who cares to know i have a new thing its myspace the addy for mine is http://www.myspace.com/playboychick333 i ( Read more... )

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No words known to man can describe how I feel right now. Heartbroken, torn, frazzled, rejected, and peaceful all at the same time. Three days ago I realized I had finally gotten over John. I took the bears that he gave to me a year ago for my birthday and separated them; I took their rings off and set them on the shelf in my room. There hasn’t been ( Read more... )

Today Stacy died... she passed away at 12:10 and went in her sleep. my mother is really sad but she was at least there to say goodbye and i know that meant alot to her. im worried about my aunt tammi though i should probably call her... to make sure shes ok but im 101% sure shes getting drunk if shes not already. i got to go

Its been a very long time since i've been on here and i have bunches to say. so if anyone cares to know the thoughts of stevie you'll read what is going to be a very long journal entry if not i dont care you can just leave ( Read more... )

We leave for Honduras tomorrow!!! aaaaa......... kinda scary but i am so... totally ready! me and este joshua are going to confuse the na-to-tha-tives lol and its going to be a great time for spiritual growth so... maybe when i get back i'll pick step 4 back up. not a whole lots changed since the last time i was on here so... im gonna go i'll ( Read more... )

well... it looks like theres good news and bad news. good news: bobby shian's dad and stacy's ex-husband isnt the bad guy alcoholic that stacy's father made him out to be. he quit his job to get unemployment, moved from cali. to florida to be by his ex-wifes dying bedside and has been for the last six weeks. thats very good news because hes sober ( Read more... )

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well... just when i thought everything was finally settling down and starting to get better and all that my mother sat me down and told me your cousin stacy has cervical cancer again and its malignant. theres spots on her brain and in her lungs. she has at the best 6 months and her and her daughter are coming to stay with us until she passes at ( Read more... )

i've finally come to realize that life goes on even if you dont want to, that times change, your life style changes right and i know all this but i just dont want it to happen and thats why im making such a big deal out of moving and why im being so stubborn about it i just dont want to. lol anyway things this week are slow because we've had exams ( Read more... )