Well, it's been a while since I've updated on here, as I am trying not to rant and rave too much anymore. But, I'm really sad and frustrated, and I just don't feel like anything is worth it anymore ( Read more... )

This has been such a different Christmas. Nothing actually felt like Christmas. And stuff was just . . . different! I served mass this morning, and they had different cups and I spilled on myself. How obviously Lydda! I also spent the day with my godfamily, and they taught me to play Texas Hold 'Em Poker, which is really fun and addicting, ( Read more... )

Why do boys like the girls they can't have? And why do I always have to like those kinds ( Read more... )

I was able to escape the prison for a little bit today. . . Go Sushi with Anastasia! It has been a long time since I've hung out with her, and it made me very happy indeed. We had this waitress wearing purple. wouldn't bring us our fried dumplings, and it upset me a bit. I was very unhappy with her service. . . Some quotes of the day ( Read more... )

I'm slowly but surely arising from the dead. I have a horrible taste in my mouth, an equally unpleasant side effect of the antibiotics I am taking. I missed Nutcracker, day 1. I want my sweatshirt from Rochie's. I want to see all of my friends. I want to be able to stop reading this damned novel. It's much too intriguing and I really can't stop ( Read more... )

God, I'm getting sick. That can't be good. I have the hard final tomorrow, and I need all of my concentration efforts on studying and making sure I remember something. I need an A. I'll be praying to every deity. . . oh, believe me I will. Pray for me, just pray that I get an A fucking plus. Then I will be happy. I'll be in agony until I get my ( Read more... )

the short time i spent with fred last night was just enough to get me through the night. then i fell asleep, and i wasn't stressed out . . . hasn't been that way in a long time. THANKS FRED!!!!!

I'm tired . . . sigh. My new favorite song. It's from blazing saddles. it's how i feel, minus all the humping and wild hot monkey sex ( Read more... )

Seeking out an answer to why his voice affects me - I find it's nothing in the sound, but rahter just him. His affectatious smile, the boistrous laughter, his caring and craziness with friends. It's everything that I'm attracted to. Disturbing in its trueness, I can't go through one day without thinking of him in one way or another. I have to ( Read more... )

Fat kid's tired and more tired. Still needs to clean too. How very depressing