Well, a lot happened this week, and a lot didn't happen this week. actually, this weekend was really fun, but the normal part of the week wasn't all that great or amazing ( Read more... )

i'm mad and angry, and sad, and disappointed in life. i'm really hating when i get played. or when i'm constantly faced with shit. sometimes i just wish things could go well for me, or that something good to happen, at least just once. really. i'm hating the situation.

well well. i definitely had an interesting weekend. very very interesting. i got to watch the sun come up, an obstructed view, but that's alright. it was still pretty cool to watch. i'm going to look back on this weekend and just remember. . . hahahaha!

tito's tacos rocks.

i'm [] this close to moving to valencia next month, for a year.

i love starbucks.

why do guys have to be such jackasses?

i'm also () that close to making a huge mistake, and i don't even care anymore.

running makes me sore. . .

ow

i think i remember the reasons for not partying. yes. i do. clearly at the moment. my head is telling me, and so is my stomach. and i have another party to go to today. omg! i'm just very not feeling well. the consequences the consequences. and i love cat. she's awesome. she rocks my socks! you will never find a better friend than her. seriously. i ( Read more... )

i can't keep my promise to you, and it hurts that i can't. but to say something and act on something that i don't truly believe in hurts me in the long run. i know you're entitled to your opinion, and i'm allowed to have mine. i just don't agree with you on what you see. when you see me, you're looking through rose colored glasses. you're not ( Read more... )

My Best Friends ( Read more... )

okay. so weird. my sister's home. and that suddenly means that the world has stopped revolving around it's inner molten core, and now around her. it's like, everything has to be about her and the fact that she's actually graced the family with her presence. i mean, i stayed home. don't i get brownie points for that small fact? i don't go around ( Read more... )

i read the entire book "the rule of four" today. let me tell you, it makes me feel entirely stupid. it brings me back to a time when i could speak eloquently and elegantly, using the vocab people wished they could have; and even better i actually knew what i was saying. it reminds me how smart people can be, how remote, and obscure, and blinded by ( Read more... )

I just don’t understand it. I'm doing what they wanted, I'm going to college, I'm getting a fucking degree, I'm not living with a guy I'm not married to, and they still won’t let me experience anything unless I can pay for everything on my own. It’s not fucking fair. She’s 23, she’s older than I am, with a job, and she still can’t afford shit, and ( Read more... )