there are things you assume but no matter how many times you tell yourself the scenarios in your mind could come true, you are still utterly surprised when it happens. there are some things i must say i have worked to prevent, and yet, they happen anyway. eh, life happens. i can say that mine has taken some turns i didnt expect and now i guess ill ( Read more... )

i honestly dont think this day could get any worse unless someone actually died right now...

i suddenly noticed how very few people are updating their journals lately. im sure that, like me, they just choose to read others' journals out of interest but decide theyll update their own later. well, thats all well and good but i decided it was time for me to talk about whats goin on. my last XC meet was this weekend and im quite relieved. it ( Read more... )

it's been a long time since i last updated...a really long time. school is in full swing. when im not at school im either sleeping or doing hw. this weekend, however, was homecoming. we went to jake's house for dinner and then to the dance. this year i went with biggerstaff. yes, yes, i know that seems amusing. we had a ton of fun tho. we danced in ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a really long time. not a lot has been happening. i've started college now. it's really tiring. one week felt like two. i didnt expect that kind of dragging feeling so early in the quarter. i think it'll be okay though. i do, in fact, like biology more than chemistry. now that i'm actually taking both i can make that statement ( Read more... )

im gonna have to say im not doing to well. i was decently pleased by my performance at the XC meet yesterday but then things werent going well. no, i dont know why they arent going well. im just noticing myself having very short patience and whatnot. im perfectly fine with it but i have a feeling my friends who have seen this are quite unpleased ( Read more... )

so, the tiredness has come after only two days of XC. ive been working decently hard this year. im doing what they call "advanced" workouts. basically it just means i have to push a lot harder than my body is willing to go. hey, im sure itll be worth it. tif went shopping with myself and my mother today. it was very funny actually. the first thing ( Read more... )

well, real life started again today. i went to XC practice. it was a hard practice so im glad i got through it all in one piece. the best news, of course, is that my legs still move. thats always an added bonus in my book. im happy to get to hang out with fi again. tomorrow after practice she's going shopping with me and my mom. it should prove to ( Read more... )

camp really did end this time. i stayed all the way until today. thats an extra week but camp was understaffed so they actually needed me. yes, i did have a good time for those who are wondering. at least one interesting story came out of all of that time i was gone. also, my mom came for a visit today. she'll be here about 6 days and ill get to ( Read more... )

tomorrow i go back to camp at 730 am. the contact info is same as always but instead of addressing it CIT put Miss Amy or Amy Smith. thatll make things easier. ill miss you all a ton. realize that i do write letters but from what i hear they dont get here so easily so i hope i have better luck with that this time around. see you all in 6 days!!!