I made a couple of huge mistakes a few nights ago. If I dwell on them, I allow myself to sink lower and lower into the depression that has already been closing around me, well... since that night. If I ignore them, then I don't feel as if I'm being honest with myself. If I consider those flaws as an integral part of my personality, I have no way to ( Read more... )

So, Ive realized that i've been sliding down a slippery slope for a while now, and i want to consider last night as my version of rock bottom ( Read more... )

We are over. I ended it tonight because I dont need this anymore. I don't need the headache or the stress of a semi-relationship with him anymore. I know I did the right thing ( Read more... )

Greg and I are over
 in every way shape and form of the word

Over

so here's another one ( Read more... )

Lists are a great way to organize things, so here goes. Stuff I want to do this summer:

Get a good job that I enjoy. (aka NOT keep working at Cato's)

Work out and lose 15 pounds. The weight isn't really as important as strength, tho. I want to work on my legs and abs. More muscle, less flab

Read, finish, and understand On the Road by Jack Kerouac. I' ( Read more... )

Hey guys ( Read more... )

Mmmm

I love my bed

I really should sleep here more often

: )

So yeah... I get myself into way too creepy and sketchy situations. I should work on that. 3somes are weird, and I will never be a part of one. Ew. GAH last night was wild. haha ( Read more... )

Tonight I played just for the pure enjoyment of it. I started out working on songs for my final tomorrow, and then branched out to learn as much as I can of my book before the opportunity to play for my TA is gone forever. I chose difficult songs both melodically and technically and it forced me to slow down and practice. Slowly and methodically I ( Read more... )