Is looking forward to the future, and from what I can gather, things seem pretty rosy. Jeremy is amazing and so much more than I ever thought I would have in my life. I love him more than I could have ever planned, and he seems to feel the same way. Actually I don't like the use of the word seems there... He loves me, and I love him.
So, the last time that I wrote anything on here, I was talking about being excited to go out with Jon. Wow, that was one hell of a bad night
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Got a date with a new guy, Jon, tomorrow night. Gunna see a movie, eat dinner, go downtown, go to some afterparty thing, probably end up here. It could go well, or this could really backfire in so many ways.
Let's hope that fortune has chosen to smile upon me for a change...
Looking forward to our commune evening ahead, but I couldn't help but have the thought cross my mind. Damn this would be so awesome if "He" were here with us.
This time last week I was crying pitifully at the memory of sad things gone by. Good times had soured, and I wasn't ready to accept their demise
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Tonight I'm feeling much better than I was 24 hours ago. I've had time to let things settle, and I'm not happy, but I'm not quite as unhappy as I was either
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So why did I kiss him so hard, late last Friday night? And keep on letting him change all my plans. I'm either so sick in the head I need to be bled dry to quit Or I just really used to love him. I sure Hope that's it