i try my best now not to write too in depth about people i know in this journal because 1) being linked to so many other sites that i'm on, i really have no idea who exactly reads this and 2) a few months ago i found out that i'd inadvertently hurt an old friend's feelings by doing just that, and as a form of recourse had to go back into all of the ( Read more... )

anyone who knows me would have a hard time believing what i'm about to type but...sometimes being right is really awfuli think unconditional love is possible, and this is something i can process, deal with, move on, and not be judgemental about. but to say it doesn't affect my view of humanity as whole would be a lie. my group of friends may as ( Read more... )

ugh...i was just informed that my last journal entry contained a mistake. henry thomas was the kid from E.T....which kinda bums me out because i was all excited that the kid from f.o.t.n. was still getting work. pffft of course fucking elliot is still getting jobs ( Read more... )

my drive to work this morning was really great. i don't know if it was the fact that i got 7 hours of uninterupted sleep last night (my night out was cut short due to some amanda jonesing i was previously unaware of), or because it was snowing and the sky was all hazy, which made the light from the sun look like someone had put one of those ( Read more... )

sometimes i almost forget that i will forever be a watts, and that in real life, there isn't an eric stoltz to tell me i look good wearing his future. big thanks to the guys that remind me.

if one more person asks me if i'm okay...

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there's some kind of junior r.o.t.c. thing going on today and they must just smell 17 year old girl from across the mall, because as i'm typing this there are about five little 16 year old hard-ons surrounding our greeter, brittany. and she is LOVING it. oh man, such a treat to watch the teenage libido in action ( Read more... )

oooh man. okay i typically don't post stuff like this here because i figure, it's a journal...it's for me to keep a record of what i'm thinking and what's going on in my life...but this was posted on a message board i go to a lot and it was just WAY too good.

Herzog Shot During Interview ( Read more... )

i'm so happy to be off today. work yesterday may as well have been nails on a chalkboard for six and a half hours. we have a girl that comes in on the weekends as a greeter for us, she's seventeen, and aside from the lack of purple hair and interest in sub genres of music, reminds me so much of myself at that age. and you know what? i must have ( Read more... )

so when someone says "sorry if i'm confusing" i need to remember that it can be a future disclaimer...not necessarily an explanation for current situations. it's honestly probably better that i'm confused anyway...considering i don't know where i'll be in seven months.

speaking of....that has been on my mind more than anything else for the last ( Read more... )