So basically i feel stupid, because i havent used this since my sophomore year of high school.  but basically im going to use it to vent.  first of all i HATE this semester.  i chose these classes because i thought they would be easy.  i was wrong.  my professor for psychology is CRAZY and expects us to do nothing else but study for her class, i ( Read more... )

Just letting everyone know that I made a new screen name... ashXbabe24.  Right now I have both linked... but its annoying talking on two screen names and I don't have dead AIM anymore... so start talking to me on my new one.

I have a MySpace now... so add me

www.myspace.com/blueandyellow88

( I dyed my hair )

Once again I feel like I'm loosing a major part of my life.  A similar feeling I've felt all year.  I've watched him go back and forth between other girls and I always wondered why.  At one point we were best friends... and we have just been friends for a long time.  I don't want to end that now.  I've also always thought of him as more of a friend ( Read more... )

I love how yesterday I told everyone what I thought... and just straight out told them like it is.  It was actually a big thing for me because I'm not like that at all.  Mood swings are interesting too.  But I think I'm getting back to the way I used to be... nice, sweet Ashley.  I've improved, I don't yell while driving anymore.  I just had to ( Read more... )

I'm trying hard to be understanding.... but its getting harder and harder each day.  I haven't hung out with him since Thursday... and I haven't even gotten a call just to talk.  Things just aren't the same that they used to be.  If something doesn't change, I can see something bad happening here....

It was still a fun weekend... even though I didn't get to see David.  Maybe today... hopefully.  I saw him for like 20 minutes yesterday... I knew that he really wanted to hang out with me.. but he couldn't leave Gene's until he got a hold of his mom... and she wasn't answering her phone.  Pretty much I went over to Danielles with some people ( Read more... )

Wow... this week hasnt gotten off to the best start.  Everything was going great until I got into lunch yesterday and immediately Derek and Beau called me over to talk to them... apparently everyone jumped to conclusions and thought that I cheated on David with Ryan.  NOPE... sorry... I didn't do that.  David knew we were together because we were ( Read more... )

This weekend wasnt as fun as the last couple weekends... but overall it was still good.  Friday was tryouts... they went awesome!  I made varsity!  I got up to the school a half hour early to warm up everything and realized i forgot my sign... so i got back home and i got back up there and i still had at least 10 minutes until my tryout time... ( Read more... )