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[blueandyellow88]

Ok first of all dont pay any attention to this... it will only make sense to a couple people... i just somewhat need to express this cuz i cant in anyother way... ive tried.  Getting mad about it is something i just cant do.  Yes its hurt... its hurt a lot... but im starting to get over it.  I've realized it was a major mistake made by both of them

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[flirtychik_07]

you totally are always happy and that is one of the things i love most about you! but its not the fact that u didnt express ur feelings the way everyone expected... its that u were mad and u didnt say ne thing at all! i kno u were made. remember when we were walkin in the hall and she passed and was like damn i gotta C on burnetts quiz and when she was far enough away u said damn sux 2 be her... but payback's a bitch and i will get her back! that was my first clue that u werent exoressing ur anger to her the way u should have been... instead u were talkin about how pissed u were behind her back and that was weird because thats just not like you. my second clue was today in english when we were talkin about it and u seemed really pissed and u flat out said that u were pissed so i knew that u needed to talk to her and as far as me saying that i was pissed at danielle... that was like me being pissed at her for you because u were doing nothing about ur anger. and dont u lie to me ashley martin because i know that you had anger! i could

[blueandyellow88]

your right... and i did tell her that if i was to get mad at her about it... it wouldnt be now.. it would come later (meaning a payback) but im thinking that i just tend to get more upset about things in the morning... cuz i seriously dont feel like that right now. This morning i was mad about that... but about the other thing about that. that made no sense... i was just mad cuz we both know whats the outcome of what happenened. i was upset that she would do that without something else being "present" but i dunno... our little talk did us good... i just didnt express anger. But it comes and it goes... i dont always have it. and i know you are looking out for me... thats why you are such a good friend. even if i was to get mad at her... i dont know what i would do or say. <3

[flirtychik_07]

ok that thing about u being mad in the morning is totally funny lol but believable because alot of ppl are more pissy in the morning. me.. i'm an afternoon pissy person but neways. the fact that u are going to pay her back isnt a good thing. i kno there are alot of other feelings going on besides anger such as... betrayal, sadness, jealousy and maybe even envy ( altho i cant imagine y lol) but you might want to express those things to her now and let her know now..because what i think is that you ARE keeping things bottled up without even knowing it. ur awesome and i kno that you mean well in forgiving her to not ruin ur friendship and i am not trying to start shit that doesnt need to be started but i think u forgave her too fast wihtout even thinking through ur thoughts, u kno what i mean? i love you both and i want to see you happy! as for him he is a guy and i dont really like him anyways so i dont care if he is happy but u i do care about and if settling this means that you are happy then so be it. just get things better...

[blueandyellow88]

well i dont necessarily want to pay her back... but i do believe in the saying "what goes around... comes around" cuz its happened so many times before. i dont really know how to express those feelings... i told her that it did hurt... and we have talked about it... she even tried making me mad so that i would get upset and start yelling at her... it didnt work though. I dont want to ruin my friendship with either of them over this. Unfortunatley i do care about him... i care about him a lot... and i care about her too. i just laugh cuz now its seems sorta funny in a way... im not really sure why right now... but it just is. i have some major mood swings lol. and another thing about me is.. i have feelings about something until that person starts talking to me. usually i just forget it and forgive them... i really have to like loathe someone for that not to be true. i just think that over time this all will get better. i think that if i talked to him about it a little more everything will be ok. right now he has a gf... *

[flirtychik_07]

yeah i know you are a great person and this will all be resolved soon enough but as for right now danielle is in a bad mood and i dont know how to fix what i have started.. cuz this is all my fault.. u kno that right? well i just hope that she can be happy with what has been resolved today. i am pretty happy with it because you guys are still friends and that is what counts. i love you a lot! i kno his gf is ugly and you should definatly puke over her! lol i hope your happy!

[blueandyellow88]

i only have two questions about that... why her?? and what was he thinking???

[flirtychik_07]

OMG i was thinking the same thing! they are like gross! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but w/e i am not the one who should care soo much lol there are a couple of ppl that are close to him that should care more.

[blueandyellow88]

lol... but i bet you i have known him longer than the other one!

[flirtychik_07]

lol

[blueandyellow88]

i think our commenting just died... cuz i no have nothing to work with