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[blueandyellow88]

Boys are mean... that's all i have to say.  I suck at my job.... im confused..... im torn between 2 guys.  All these mixed into one result in my anger and frustration.  all night ive just wanted to cry and let it out... and i have but the feeling keeps coming back.  I don't know what to do, i know no one can help me.  About my job... im starting to

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[flavoredfun]

Ash-
I totally love you. I wish i could make all the pain go away. And lord knows i know how bad it hurts. It makes me teary to see that you were crying. I wish i could help more. This kills. (FYI: I feel so special that I understnad everything that you said in this entry. I felt so connected) All I can say to help is to focus on something that has nothing to do with what is bringing you down. I've founf that helps, and Ben&Jerry. It is so my personal mission to make you have fun on wednesday and friday!! its all you baby!!!!! MWAHHZZZ!! and I hope you can, in time, figure things out with everyone. We all love you so much. We hate to see our ashy cry. kisses! <3 D

[blueandyellow88]

i feel retarded once people know how i feel

[flavoredfun]

don't feel like that. you said your peace, and people will have to deal with it. This is YOUR lj, YOUR life, and YOUR feelings. they're reading it by choice, and they can deal.

[blueandyellow88]

true

[snogrl106]

awh ashley, feel better!! I know that things aren't good right now but you're always soooo happy and i know that you try and hide your feelings but i hope you know that you can always talk to me! i mean after all we are locker partners...you always help me out even when sometimes i can tell you don't wanna hear what i'm saying lol but you do anyways so talk to me if you need to! sry i'm not too much of a big help with the job thing i guess its a lot harder than we thought. good luck.
<33 Sam

[blueandyellow88]

thanks sam... the job thing is hard... but i figured it out, at least for today.

[snogrl106]

thats good, hmm i wonder what you're gunna do for tomorrow?? lmao!!!

[blueandyellow88]

lol.... i didnt get to much today, the dance part went over, and she cut me off for them to get ready to leave... so what is left over lol

Ashley i LOVE YOU

[redroses1761]

ASHLEY AKA BIG BARBIE,

K i love you so much and if anyone hurts you i'll call my ghostbuster friends to back you up! Last night i was having a bad experience with guys too! Well i'll have to tell you the long ass story later but its something like i liked him he didn't like me he lied yah i was heart broken! But i got over it! Me and you need to hang out remember i have my speical guy powers to tell you if they like you or not it just happends to be that way.... i said it aobut the guy i liked and he didn't like me! Its werid and it scared me

Love Raeeee

Re: Ashley i LOVE YOU

[blueandyellow88]

aww rachel im sorry babe

[_cheerup_em0kid]

ashley i love you!!
and if you need anyone to talk to
you know im ALWAYS here for ya!!!!!!!!

much love,
sam

[bike______scene]

Ash, you've now given me the courage to actually write about you know...everything.

My version of your story...

Thank you.
I love you, and I wish you the best

WE ALL DO :-* x1001010292903802914u923859239857325873 4

[blueandyellow88]

this is the only way that i can express totally how i feel lol... yeah i know im a dork

[blueandyellow88]

thanks sam

[osokerazyboi06]

Im not mean :(

[blueandyellow88]

not really talking about you jamar... your nice to me

[osokerazyboi06]

I know, I was just making sure. Hahahahahaha jk,I hope er thangs o 2 da k Ash lay :)

[blueandyellow88]

everything is fine now... dont worry jamar