I'd like to say, to Lee and Robert, that I'm sorry for the last post. I'm not sorry for what it said, I still stand behind it fully, but I am sorry for the way I said it. I don't know you, I had no right to talk that way to you, Lee, and I am sorry for that. I was just very upset. LiveJournal is the one place that I bare my soul completely, with no ( Read more... )

Someone I really trusted gave my LJ name to someone I didn't want reading my LJ. So thanks to him, I'm deleteing this name. Really hope you had fun watching me, Lee. If you wanted to know what I was like you could have asked to talk to me personally, not reading my personal fucking thoughts. I'm his fucking ex. You don't want him talking to me why ( Read more... )

I've told him so many times that he's my best friend, that he means so much to me because he really does. And all day today he fucking ignored me, wouldn't even tell me hello, mother fucker. And he sends me a message saying that he hopes I have a good life and shit like that. If he wants to completely forget about me, fine. Shows me I can really ( Read more... )

This is an essay I had to write for school. It was supposed to be about a big change in our lives. I chose to write about Kyle ( Read more... )

As my girl Ryn said, V-day depression hit hard this year. Yea, I have Phill, but it's not the same. I was walking in the halls today and all the girls, even the non-popular ones, had flowers or something from their friends and boyfriends. All the girls but me. Again. For like 7 or 8 years in a row. I've never had a boyfriend on V-day and it didn't ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but for some reason, this morning I woke up and started thinking about Chris. I was thinking about the bus rides and the competitions. Part of me misses that. I also started thinking about what happened between me and him. I don't really remember. I don't remember why I was mad at him in the first place. All I remember is that one ( Read more... )

So it's shit now... really shit. I'm most likely gonna fail English because my teacher is a whore. World History will probably be the only class i actually pass. Biology is down the drain. Spanish I might barely pass. As for the rest... I should seriously go full lesbian with what these guys have been doing to me lately...
Bye.

I was really in a bad mood yesterday... I'm not sure really what it was, but the littlest things set me off. There was a guy most especially, telling Phil that I was cheating on him, after telling me that Phil was using me and only wanted me for how Robert wanted me, and that was for sex. I got so mad... It's unbelieveable. I started really ( Read more... )

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I am so fucking pissed right now. I took some really great pictures that I was supposed to use for a project at school and we went to the 1-hour to get them developed. I was the only one getting film developed so it wasn't an hour, only about half hour. Anyway, when we got the pics back only 5 were on there (out of 27!) and even the ones on there ( Read more... )