so ive joined the ranks at myspace, and i do post there quite often. obviously i dont post here anymore, and id be surprised if anyone still actually checks this, and notices lol so heres my myspace url in case anyone is interested ( Read more... )

so the furnace went out last night, so weve had no heat for more than 12 hours, and the stupid fucking repair people said they cant get around until this afternoon. and it was like 8 degrees last night. its SO COLD!!! we have a fire going in the family room, but thats the only somewhat warm room in the house. poor alana is bundled in a ton of ( Read more... )

its been snowing like crazy here! my mom, dad and i built snowmen yesterday. well actually a snow woman (that my dad put boobs on lol), and regular snowman, and a snow dog. the dog is definitely the cutest part. this is still not nearly as much snow as i would be getting in alaska, but its still awesome to have more than a few inches. ever ( Read more... )

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Friday, November 25, 2005 at 12:09 pm Alana was born. She weighed 7 lbs 9oz, and was 18 1/2 inches long. I was in labor for about 9 hours. The last 2 1/2 I got an epidural (I was trying not to, but when the contractions were 3 min apart, and lasting for 1 and a half minutes...I was also having really bad back labor), but it was definitely a ( Read more... )

devin left on sunday. i think that was one of the hardest days of my life, and i know it was worse for him. i cant even imagine having to leave alana like that. im doing better today, but mostly im just trying to keep myself busy. nighttimes are definitely the worst. its so hard to get used to sleeping alone again. hopefully the time will go ( Read more... )

1. fitting into my normal clothes ( Read more... )

Who is my hero ( Read more... )

its been almost 2 months since devin left. 1/6 of the way done. it still hasnt gotten easier, im just a little more used to it now i guess. i only have 6 weeks till my due date, and until devin can come home on r & r, but then after he leaves then, ill have 8 months before i can see him again. as hard as this is for me, i know its so much ( Read more... )

i finally got to have my ob appt! stupid tricare...anyway, i had to have another pap and an ultrasound. the pap made me bleed A LOT...i was kind of freaked out, but the ultrasound showed that my cervix was still completely closed, so everything should be fine. it was so awesome seeing her on the ultrasound again. it showed that she was still a ( Read more... )