I've had this journal for a long time, a lot of things have happened to me since it's conception, but the same question always surfaces from time to time, am I happy with the way things turned out ( Read more... )

School is finally over, again. Nothing ever changes in that regard and some others, not that I want much to change but it would be nice to have things to actually look forward to. In this life one has to be careful with the decisions they make, because you can't always reverse them if you find your choice consequential to your disliking. One more ( Read more... )

so I haven't written in a long while, this semester has been the worst ever, even had to drop a class which i've never had to do before. Sometimes 100% just isn't enough ( Read more... )

I think i'm going to end up being one of those old coots who tell random stories about things I do/enjoy that have no particular meaning or usefulness to the other person because I tend to think about the things I like to do and the memories I have a lot ( Read more... )

Things have been bland lately, can't see i've been happy, can't say i've been worse either, I really don't know what to do with myself, i'm hoping that time will clear things up and heal if allowed ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't wrote in quite a while, not even about Christian's annual trip, guess i'll try and get it all out ( Read more... )

The problem is that I don't write down things and then I have nothing to write about, these have been dark times for me recently, and i've done much thinking, and much non-thinking, and just doing everything that has been for such a long time now "not me", such as hanging around with anyone like clockwork, going everywhere, staying everywhere but ( Read more... )

I think I was born to crash and burn, like I was meant to do nothing but worry about every little thing wrong with the world, and every little thing that could possibly happen, aren't we supposed to be happy for family and togetherness and pretty days and all that junk ( Read more... )

Seems like the semester is wrapping up, i've given up on my math class, nothing he teaches sticks in my head, the guy next to me, who also for the last month has not been able to follow with this class went off on the guy behind us, who kept clicking his pen mid-class, and has also in the past popped his gum loudly and spoken to himself loudly ( Read more... )

When I was young, I had reality hit me in the face hard, causing me to abandon my previous ways, I consider that day to be the day my childhood was ruined and I was thrown off my path of corruption and into the uncharted forest ( Read more... )