I had an amazing, wonderful weekend. I got to meet Mark. I was sooooooo nervous for some reason. My stomach was in knots... and a bit upset... and I almost had an anxiety attack when we got to the venue, before we got out of the car. I think it was a mixture of having high expectations... and the possibility of things not going the way we hoped ( Read more... )

It's funny how things happen. You're just living your life, day to day, same ole thing... not expecting anything special or different. But then there it is. Maybe. Hopefully. It's quite possible I've finally paid those dues... my wishes have been granted. Possibly. Hopefully. Maybe this time it will be different... it'll be real... true. ( Read more... )

Fooled time and time again ( Read more... )

I now remember why I don't wear high heeled shoes. Why I so love my flip flops, chucks and tennies. How was I reminded? Because I wore the high heeled devil shoes for the past 3 days, and now both of my feet keep cramping up. I think a soak in hot water is due.

Have you ever felt like you are alone? Like no one in this whole wide world loves you... cares for you... thinks of you. Sure, I have my family... a brother and a sister... who I suppose love me. But isn't that just because we are family? Aren't they kind of forced to technically care about me? I'm talking about someone... people... who you ( Read more... )

I had a nightmare last night that woke me up around 5am. Ugh. Some of the details have been forgotten, but the basics of the dream: I was out with friends, but there was 1 person there that I didn't really care for. I ended up leaving because they were being childish or something. I was walking along, and this car goes the wrong way, down a 1 way ( Read more... )

I had such a wonderful weekend. It was sooooo good to see Mindy!! And I can't believe how much Parker has grown since the last time I saw him ( Read more... )

So I just started working on our family tree. I bought a cool software program to enter it all into, which included a free year membership to ancestry.com. Thank gawd. This stuff tends to get confusing... especially when there is incorrect info on the existing family tree. But, I'm starting to sort it out... and am trying now to figure out when ( Read more... )

List Seven odd/interesting habits/quirks/facts about yourself...then tag five other people on your friends list to do the same ( Read more... )

Holee hell am I bored off my toosh. This pt job thing sucks balls lately. I hardly ever have enough to keep me busy. It is teh suck. But, it's my own fault for the cc debt... so I must pay my dues. I'm hoping I'll be able to quit by next summer... although I think that is going to take a miracle... or winning the lottery. lol Anna... I just ( Read more... )