Well...a lot has seemed to change. I'm not feelin' like such a loser now. Well, I still know I am, whether or not my friends assure me that I'm not. But anyway...Things are lookin' up. I seem to once again find favor from the Lord. Apparently, I've always been favored. At least, that's what my parents have told me all my life. When I was born, God ( Read more... )

I'm a total and complete loser! Oh man! Everything I do, touch, try to accomplish --- ruined. Nothing good comes out of even being me. The list is a mile long. I wouldn't even know where to start. It's unbelievable - lookin' at myself, realizing I never saw myself this way - but also realizing that I've always been this way. Why couldn't I just see ( Read more... )

I've got problems lol! I say I'm goin' to bed, but do I? No! I always do this. I find somethin' else that I'm completely interested in...like updatin' my l.j. looks. And by the way, I must say...I love that clover! Spin! Go 'round 'n 'round to your lil' heart's desire! lol...ahhh...I use that thing everywhere I go now. Oh, now there's a subject to ( Read more... )

Ok, this bein' my first entry, I figured it should be special. But who am I kiddin' lol? I'm up late, wantin' to sleep, not wantin' to sleep, wantin' to sleep, not wantin' to sleep...Really, I just want to write. It's so amazing and weird what has happened to me over the past couple weeks. I find myself not wantin' to do anything except write. And ( Read more... )