Maybe I've always surrounded myself with people because I'm scared to be alone. Today was my day off from work but Saverio didn't have off with me,so I've spent my entire day cooped up in my apartment minus the two trips to the deck to smoke so miserable and lonely trying not to cry. If I had had Saverio with me I would have been fine, we would ( Read more... )

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I'm sooo sick rught now ( Read more... )

i learned something......

i can where my hair curly again woohoo

i miss my family.

i hate that.

time for work

whats mine is mine and whats yours is yours

its my life. why you can't stay away from it is beyond me.

I don't poke and pry and comment and twist up yours. So why do u time and time again to mine?

whats done is done....

but i must say that red..will always look hotter on me.

its a natural thing not everyone can pull it off.

peace biches

you are so pretty

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and that makes me sad

I think it's being alone that is doing it to me. When i have time to just sit and let my mind race is when it all goes to shit. When it becomes nothing but New York.

i love him....i know that for sure.

I guess all you have to be is sure of one thing in life.

this is insane

Probably the only person who will see this will be Carolyn.

and that is fine with me.

Never again do I want to go back and read my paper journals or my online one either.

Only bad feelings can come from it.

I miss the air and im gasping for it.

Its humid and sticky and hot.

i NEED the mountains.

Here in town you can tell he's been down for awhile
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

♥

i'm so lucky