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bluedagger

The way I feel

Mar 17, 2007 20:49

Ever had one of those where you're sure if one more bad thing happens you'll lose your mind? I was facing that today. Most of it is trival, stupid shit, but it really gets to me. The smallest thing upsets me really. I don't let it show usually. My way of dealing with things is just to turn all the feelings off and try to act like nothings ( Read more... )

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lavander311 March 20 2007, 02:28:28 UTC

I wasn't trying to be rude to you today, kris,its just that I had alot on my mind. Everytime I hear that I've got mail...well, everything kinda whites out and to keep from flying to pieces, I try to keep moving/busy/occupied with something else.

bluedagger March 20 2007, 23:02:27 UTC

It has little to do with you. Mostly I just need someone to talk to. I don't talk to you cause you have enough on your plate! How could I put more on there? It's really no big deal. I'm use to dealing with things on my own. I have for a long time and I don't really expect it to change. Bryan use to be the biggest person I confide in, but that's hard to do when he's thousands of mines away. Usually just dosn't call at the right time. When I want to talk he's not available. And once again, he has more then enough on his plate. You don't worry about me. I love you. Be strong and call me if you need ANYTHING. I'm always available.

lavander311 March 21 2007, 02:13:30 UTC

you are my friend, Kristy, I always have room on my plate for those! I wubbles you, kiddo, 'member that!

bluedagger March 21 2007, 23:32:30 UTC

It's okay. I'll be okay. Luv you, too.