So I've been very depressed lately. With Bryan being gone I'm extremly stressed out. I'm coping. I'm surviving. But, I feel very much alone. It's so hard for me to talk to people about. I have the hardest time just talking to Bryan. He's been trying to get it out of me, and I have been opening up. But, as hard as he tries I still don't think ( Read more... )

I finished the finial Harry Potter. I enjoyed it. Don't wanna give anything away so that's all I'll say. Woot!

So back to normal housewiveyness. Lots of cleaning and chasing the monster. Triped over Lukas and the baby gate this morning. Scraped my knee up good. Geez, it hurt. Clumsy me. Don't worry Lukas wasn't hurt. I managed to protect him, that's how I got hurt ( Read more... )

I've been feeling a little sad lately. Can't explain why. I guess it's mostly that it's that time of the month. I'm also stressed. Worrying about a bunch of things that are going on. I know with a lot of these things there is no point in even worrying. There are just so many things that I wish were different that I know I can't change. I feel ( Read more... )

Man, if it wasn't for how much Lukas enjoyed easter I would say it was a real bummer. I must have cotties today. Everytime I come in the room everyone leaves. Excuse me for trying to relate to my brother and sister in-laws... I guess I'm just too young to understand. Man this sucks. Doesn't really matter where I go seems I'm either bored out of ( Read more... )

Well, they ran some test today. They didn't find anything. I'm just going to just not worry about it and try to ignore it. I'm so tired this week. Stupid period. I'm really missing Bryan. I want him home so bad. Just hanging out a nephews birthday party. Just taking a break while my son is playing nice ( Read more... )

Ever had one of those where you're sure if one more bad thing happens you'll lose your mind? I was facing that today. Most of it is trival, stupid shit, but it really gets to me. The smallest thing upsets me really. I don't let it show usually. My way of dealing with things is just to turn all the feelings off and try to act like nothings ( Read more... )

Still alive. Just hanging out near Chicago, IL. Visting Bryan's cousin. Just wanted to let everyone know I'm alive. Still no internet. We're going to wait till Bryan makes his newest rank. More money more fun!

Hi. I'm still alive. Still no internet yet though. I'll try to get back on before a month passes again. Can't be sure I will though. I'll talk to you all later.

So being in Illnois is a lot different from Georgia. Right now it is very cold and we are freezing our butts off! We are right now very close to Chicago visiting some of Bryan's family. We went to a White Sox game-- it was COLD, but fun. We got to ride a train and the subway. And we saw down town Chicago with all the big buildings. We got ( Read more... )