i miss the sound of your voice
and i miss the rush of your skin
and i miss the still of the silence
as you breathe out
and i breathe in
i have never fared well with january or february so im not sure what made me think this year would be any different.
(just holding my breath, like i do best.)
if i could walk on water i could tell you whats next
i'd ( Read more... )

i wish it was not snowy and blustery outside right now, because i am in serious need of some therapy running.
Buttons
Sia
i need to stop holding my breath.
denver in a week and half. and i keep telling myself this.
school is an annoyance of my life. (denverdenverdenver.)
and breck! i cant wait for breckenridge.
i need a new dress for the cbc christmas ( Read more... )

In the morning, when you wake up
daytime fades up
and your make up runs, just hold on
it sounds tacky but im hopeful theres a reason
that the world turns round through silent sound.
i enjoyed drinking coffee on his couch under his blanket in his hoodie and my favorite abercrombie shorts.
and that unnerves me just a bit.
take all that you know and stuff ( Read more... )

once upon a time i remember saying that i wrote people off easily.
that once upon a time was not so long ago as it feels.
and that statement was so ridiculously untrue.
and at the time perhaps saying it was appropriate, as we were getting our last few precious moments of pretending in anyways.
really, we were in warped reality.
think swimsuits and sand ( Read more... )

basically, i am feeling very ansty, dissatisfied, and wanting to get myself emersed in something, but im not quite sure what that something is.
fave of the moment:
buildings and mountains
tiger republic
omg. i love when freaking JPs in their freaking JUNIOR year of their bachelors waltz in to the classroom im subbing in and pretend that i am on their ( Read more... )

"...on a frosty night sensing other worlds through a pair of binoculars. i like those nights. Kitchen light out and wearing Wellingtons with shiny silver insoles. On the wrapper there's an astronaut showing off his shiny silver suit. A short trip to the moon has brought some comfort back to earth. We can wear what Neil Armstrong wore and never feel ( Read more... )

and there are some things that i'd like to figure out
and there are some things that i can do without
you and your letters that go on forever
you and the people that were never friends... l.l.
why i continually get myself into these situations is beyond me.
im in an ABA class right now, and every rule of how behavior works goes against what is occuring ( Read more... )

my friends are seriously going to stop inviting me to theri weddings, because i am just going to start buying them random things taht they didn't ask for nor do they need. I HATE shopping for things on registry lists. everytime i find myself in target with one of those blue lists i have to fight the urge to trhow random items into the basket. like ( Read more... )

I am still removing sand from my ears in alarming amounts and it is begining to become painful.
yay sand induced ear infections ! (? lame. this is what too many beach days/attempted flips in the lake does to you.)
in other news, im going to colorado again in december!!! rockies, here i come.
subbing in preK today and tomo, which is simply wonderful ( Read more... )

song of the moment:
 MGMT Electric Feel
love it. is it concerning that, still, most of my downlaods are from gossipgirl/the hills?
Lauren and Heidi on The Hills make me angry
oh, silly girls, just make up and be friends again already, please!!!
i think that they are getting paid to do this just to add drama to the show, but still you can only do this so ( Read more... )