I'm pretty upset. I don't like the way this is going. It's like history is repeating itself, but w/someone else. I see it happening, but I'm not sure how to stop it. At least I realize it this time, I guess that's an improvement, right? But, I didn't know how to stop it then, and I still haven't figured that out. It's like I keep begging for ( Read more... )

This past week...maybe two, has been so stressful. I've cried more than I can remember crying in a long time (at leat in that amount of time). It was real draining, physically. I was real depressed, just in a real funk. It was the kind that only comes about when you're alone tho. I can put on a front and look happy and be cheerful all day ( Read more... )

so this weekend was a pretty boring one. Not much to do. Everyone was gone. I slept in...a lot lol. I loved that, because I haven't been able to do that since who knows when. Other than that...I went shopping for school supplies, and that's it. I sat around, watched movies and vegged out. It was sad. lol I missed Sarah. She picked a bad ( Read more... )

so I'm not sad anymore. yesterday I spent like...almost 2 hrs working on my art. that was one of the most relaxing things ever. It was awesome to just get lost in it, and when I was done, I was just so happy. So calm....well sort of. I was ready to go out and mingle after that lol. Which is good, because before that I wasn't in that mood at ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sad tonight. A bit lonely.

my parents just left....and it's really kind of sad. i feel so bad for my mom...and my dad cried a bit...and now i think i'm going to. lol i won't see them for 3 months...saying that..it finally sinks in. this may be a bit harder than i thought it would be, at least at first. I think I need to do something to occupy myself...i'm sitting here a ( Read more... )

schools out...sort of. I was done, and then i started summer classes. =/ so not cool

I'm hooked....again. It's like crack. No jk, I don't know what that's like. The song that goes...I'm a dick...I'm addicted to you....sticks in my mind right now. This sucks.

this is part of a post someone put up on Myspace. I liked the entire thing...but here's a snippit of it ( Read more... )

I want a "happily ever after"