It feels like my friends and I are splitting apart. We never do anything anymore and it has got to the point we barly talk. A girl needs someone to talk to and I don't have anybody. The other night I was around them and it was sort of weird, we don't have anything in common anymore. I'm limited and stored inside. There is something really lonely ( Read more... )

Why can't some people understand the concept of life? It is not something for you to just get by with. It is a gift....the one thing that God gave us that we can control. We can't control what happens to us or when we die ,but we can control the way we live it and represent it. There is box that we are all put in sometime or another and if we don't ( Read more... )

Trey died in a car reck.........it sucks. I haven't been able to eat ......but I hope he is happy where ever he is. He was always that kind of person who was happy ,well if he was sad you wouldn't know it. He was the only one (I felt) that cared about my relationship with ben. I guess when ben was tempted trey would tell him "don't do it man ,youll ( Read more... )

Summer is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ( Read more... )

I caught ben..... oh well i don't give a shit

Claire we really need to do something sometime! I really need to get out of Booneville it is making me sick. Not to mention we haven't seen each other in ages. Everything here is so dull and I don't know..... just nothing to do . Besides that A LOT of crap is going on but then again booneville never does stop crappin. If I can't get out of here ( Read more... )

I must travel across the triggers and the steep hills to reach my home ( Read more... )

It is hard for me to wake up to the world maybe because I am so small. I think it is time for me to grow up, stand up , and wake up. I can't help to be.....I don't know, I am just really tired.

Today is Valentines day and of coarse I had to miss school, go to the doctor, and get some new medication and some more of the old stuff. I have been feeling really cruddy and the medicine he proscribed me makes me go insane. Stomach aches, loss of sleep, depression, and last time I was on it I lost ...I have to say about 5 to 10 pounds in just a ( Read more... )

Well at the last minute they called me to go to Northeast. It was ok I guess, I was in a grumpy mood though. I was sorta sick, stuff was happening between me and you know who, and I still have 2 test to make up from when I went to Delta State. I was able to see an old friend though and that was nice. I'm sorry if it seemed like I did not talk much ( Read more... )