Its just one of those days where I want to stand on top of a building and scream about how much I love you.
 [ Yeah, I stole his line ;) ] 
Anyway.
Things are... beyond perfect.
We're so happy & getting along amazingly.

I hated this morning.
I haven't been away from him at all since Thursday at 5pm.
&& for the  next three days he's doing that long work ( Read more... )

Sorry for the temporary depression mode yesterday.
This BC thing is driving me crazy.
I need to switch in the worst way.

When I left work I went home to Baby's 
and put on Titanic 
and started to fall asleep
& then he came in.
Said nothing
Came to me and just held me in his arms.
He gave me a silver heart bracelet.
It's so pretty.

We finsihed the Titanic and ( Read more... )

I dont want to post.
I dont want to talk about it
I hate the moodswings Birth control is putting me through.

I hate everything everyone is putting me through.
I love Leo.
We had fun today.
Fucker.

I get off work in 28 and a half mins.
And I cant wait.

I just want to sleep 
or something
idk.

Fuck this.

Okay.
Short Post.

One.
YAY Celtics!

Two.
I loved my talk with the two best friends last night.
Two hours together.
It was amazing.

Three. 
MMP is the best person in the world.
& I can't wait for the weekend.

Four
The kitten comes tomorrow.
I want to use the nickname I have given Andre.
Cuddle Butt.
Ha.
Lets see how that goes over.

& FInally 
Five
Will be very very ( Read more... )

He's my everything.
I've never been happier.
We're back.
He's back.

Yesterday: Not a single fight.
Not one.
We got along amazingly.
The end-of-engagement worked perfectly.
Even though there's still a tad bit of talk about it.
We're not stressing and decided to be happy and not worry about the future.

We both know we're stuck together.
There's no getting out ( Read more... )

This weekend was...
Rediculous.

Bad shit first, So its aside.
I broke of the engagement.
I just can't plan my future with someone who isn't completely honest with me.
& quite frankly.
After Robert..

It's hard to see myself married again.
since
We talked about engagement, too.
& It brought so much stress.

Andre doesn't want kids.
He's scared of being tied down
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& suddenly I just got sick to my stomach.
Its like a constant fucking rollercoaster of emotion.
One second, I'm proud of him for making a decision to get out of Pompano and become something great.
And then the next.
I can't breathe and thinking about him being away for years is murdering my heart.

I see my sister,
Bob is in Kuait & soon to Baghdad and ( Read more... )

Ohmyfuckinggod.

ITS SO COLD IN THE OFFICE!

I swear, If I would have known it was going to be this cold...
every day..
I would have brought my winter clothes from Tally.
I'm running out of warm things to wear.

Andre decided to cancel breakfast at 7:30 this morning.
So I thought, Great I get more sleep.
He wakes me up at 8 and is like...
"Baby, where are you ( Read more... )

My birthday was good.
I woke up to my car completely decorated =]
I love MMP.

Usual Breakfast with the man.
Work was awesome.
I got a balloon and cake <33
Got to leave early bc I got someone fired.
Whoops.

Met Leo/Wagner/ & Stacey.
They're really nice.
Dinner with EVERYONE.
<333

Denean gave me a MACKS GROVES BAG!
ha.
& inside was our SMILE sign from the kitchen.
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So I work with a guy named Angel.
We have the best conversations.

& Today we kind of welcome the new guy.
Eh, he's not very popular

[1:29:03 PM] Angel says: u girls ok if i go to lunch?
[1:29:14 PM] Brittnay  says: yeah im good
[1:29:35 PM] Angel says: just wanted to make sure there were 2 of you since  we dont know this guy well yet
[1:30:16 PM] Brittnay ( Read more... )