i don't even know where to start. i guess i'll never be rid of that terrible situation that was talked about in last session, but i guess i can deff say "i told you so" to a couple people. its very true. i just can't deal with it anymore. i'm tired of  no one listening to me and the outcome being the same as i originally said. okay, so that ( Read more... )

oh man. i haven't posted in quite a while...that seems to be how i always start off. i guess i'm not one of those people that write every day. sometimes i just need to write when i need to vent and don't want to bother people with my "problems" as a very close friend recently pointed out that he thought i had a lot of problems, and that i can't ( Read more... )

wow...quite a bit of time has passed since my last post. well good news, i survived and didn't fall overboard off of cruise. well i guess thats good news...i'm assuming it is so you never know. right after cruise, i started summer classes, which currently blow! and i have 3 day weekends which are supposed to make up for me not having a summer. well ( Read more... )

so in exactly 13 days, i will be setting sail, leaving for 2 months to go to far away places on a ship with 790 other people. and honestly, theres prob about 20 people total that i like and can deal with that i know of right now. other than that, i don't know what how i'm going to survive for the summer.

today, i've been trying to really get in ( Read more... )

hokay so. i survived my two weekends of hell like i thought i wouldn't. that mug ship weekend that i was supposed to go to...well i got out of it. about an hour into it right after i moved on and got situated i got pulled off for sailing (random) and ended up just chillin that whole weekend. the SWE weekend wasn't the greatest or very beneficial, ( Read more... )

hmm this weekend actually wasn't too bad ( Read more... )

damn the week. is it friday yet? thats what the thought of every monday is. i don't like it one bittt lol. k im done whining ( Read more... )

i was gonna post but my roomie just beat my high score in pinball....a very big thing in our room...

basically, i have been considered the bitch of my class, and that i hate everyone. well oh well it happens. i don't really care, im just trying to get thru this shit year and get good grades for my classes...but w/e if that translates into me being a ( Read more... )

thank God this week went by fast. on sunday nites it seems like its going to take forever, but before i knew it, it was hump day (wednesday) and then thurs, and now friday. i guess thats generally the order huh. hmm lets see. i had a swim meet on wed. which wasn't too bad...we lost but still had fun. and there were some pretty interesting ( Read more... )

" and all she really wants is someone who will catch her when she falls;; Someone to realize her worth and hold her hand for no reason at all;; Someone who will sit with her under the stars and not want anything more than to look into her eyes and say, "You're the one I've been waiting for"

so as i roll into the new year, and a new semester, i feel ( Read more... )