what the fuck. everyone and their mom wants to bitch about allowing religion in places other than the home and church, but when they come up with a way to prevent HPV and cervical cancer, its all about God? HPV is now the #1 STI/STD. Condoms don't protect from it. 1 in every 3 Americans have it, and majority of them don't realize it. It only shows ( Read more... )

I told a secret today that I don't think I should have told(it was my secret to tell, but still)
on a related note, John is something at me. He says he's not mad, that he's just dissapointed. But to me, that's so much worse than him being mad. But apparently, I don't ever want him mad at me. His temper ranks up there with mine ( Read more... )

today...is one of those days, not the typical bad one of those days...but the one where you already know its going to be crazy and sleepy boring at the same time. and ive only been at work for 10 minutes. haha ( Read more... )

so many fucking stupid things have been going on lately. i'm kind of dating someone, which isnt stupid, but the situtation im finding myself in is. jason is coming home on sunday. just thinking about that makes me want to cry. i dont know if i can handle being around him again. not after all the shit hes pulled. not after all the broken promises. ( Read more... )

i know i need somewhere to write things down, but i dont think i can do it here anymore. which makes me really sad. ive had this journal for entirely too long to just quit. so maybe ill be around every so often to say hello

So i'm sitting here, waiting on a cd to burn, and im watching it snow. i should have left 5 minutes ago to go meet saam for coffee. but anyway, someone posted something to me earlier that made me feel ashamed to be human.

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okay guys(and girls)...my best friend is currently deployed for his third time, we met through writing letters to one another. the site we used to go through was shut down but he told me about another one that isn't going anywhere for a while. www.anysoldier.com. you can search by branch, where they are stationed, etc. all of the men and women on ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in a while. I don't know why, I've kind of abandoned talking to people in general. Christmas was okay I guess except that I was sick. But it happens. Only a few more days until my birthday. I've fucked things up with someone special to me, again. I'm good at doing that with him. I offically think that Joe is an asshole, ( Read more... )

1. Alan ( Read more... )

I haven't felt the urge to write in a while. But I had a conversation tonight that made me want to share a few things. Let me explain my night first though, it'll help ( Read more... )