once again alone quite and feeling kinda shitty

I feel like I am holding back, that is all I am doing. the places I try to put in the effort I feel like all I am getting is nothing. I feel like maybe it is holding back from me. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel akward in every situation, I should be writing a paper but instead I am sitting here pondering why...what the fuck is going on or I ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in a while. I finish another semester in two weeks. Two weeks from today I will be home. Kinda scary, everything here needs to end tho. Its going to be an odd blessing. I have a lot of things going on that either need to progress, stop, or be finished. And I feel like those things will do what they need to once i leave. It will ( Read more... )

Spring break was awsome

So I went out thursday night, I hit my head, HARD. I also fucked my neck up. At our tri-delta Date dash at the rollar rink. it was fun untill i hit my head. So since then I have been chilin with people and resting in bed. I havent done much other then Tri-delta stuff. I am going to try and go out to dinner tomorrow night with one of my friends. I ( Read more... )

so in my lj's I am vag for a reason. Cause I dont want to talk about people usally. or its an overwhelming feeling about life that seems to be directed at one person but its not really. Lately I have been wrighting alot of posts that, after reading them again. I can see how they look like I am always talking about the same person or a certain ( Read more... )

I AM BATMAN

yeah thats about all

I think I am giving up boys for lent. (in the romantic way) I have too many guy friends to just give them all up. But seriously think of it ( Read more... )

I am home and bord and you all should call me other wise I will be stuck with my books

Last 48 hours ( Read more... )