I am a little pissed right now, I was telling someone I care about, about something from today and why I am stressing out about it. He told me I shouldnt worry about it and started giving me advice about shit. This normally for any body else would not bother me but he doesnt normally give his opinion on things. It kinda pissed me off, since he is ( Read more... )

SO for the first time ever I cooked my own thanksgiving dinner because my family sucks, I had about nine people here and I made everything. My turkey was so good I am making it for x-mas too ( Read more... )

I have been stressed out so much at school. Dont get me wrong I love it but I NEED A BREAK. So I am home for the week which is so excited. I slept in my own room last night and watched TV and had really good pizza and slept with my dog ( Read more... )

HAPPY

LIFE is back to normal and better than normal. SO if you are going to be in Washington for Thanksgiveing you should call me so I can put you on my guest list for my thanksgining dinner. I am cooking, and its going to be great. Other than that, I think I really like this guy. ITS GREAT.
I AM HAPPY

So halloween used to be my fav holiday and the past three years now it has kinda sucked nad this year is not shaping up any better. The holiday seasson is apon us, and from what it sounds like I will be at home for NINE FUCKING DAYS at thanksgiving...with one thanksgiving dinner the week before thanksgiving. And no dinner the actual day of. ( Read more... )

so I have been staring at a computer screem on and off for the last like 6 hours or so, I have been thinking I hate shit right now, all I want to do right now is take a good book and go get in the tub and soak for an hour or so then go to bed and be done with every one and every thing. I havent been this depressed since I was a freshmen. I had a ( Read more... )

Sexual assault ( Read more... )

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I can't just let my self go, Every one is telling me to just go for it. Stop thinking and go for it. I can't stop thiking, I am so worried i am going to get hurt. that I can't shut my brian off and just go for it. When I am with him I can't think about anything but how happy I feel how good he is how good he treats me. When I am not with him I just ( Read more... )

Do you ever see someone you dated in the past or had a huge crush on in the past and even if you are totally happy with your life at that time, All of those old feeling come rushing back and you are willing to do anything for them again even if you know it is not a positive in your life. Well kinda happened to me today. But then I dont know it was ( Read more... )