Weighing in at 175, I'm back and at my highest weight. This is insane. How did I go from being 125 to 175. I FEEL HORRIBLE ABOU MYSELF
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I feel horrible about myself too, I'm just not posting anymore and am working on recovery :/ Once you have an eating disorder it's really hard to not feel awful about your body all the time, I know.
Every once in a while I get the urge to purge but I'm trying really hard not to. Diet pills and restricting and fasting though -- that may still be on the table, but it's never what my disease really was. I've always been more of an extremist, which means eating a ton and not really being able to control myself.
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Every once in a while I get the urge to purge but I'm trying really hard not to. Diet pills and restricting and fasting though -- that may still be on the table, but it's never what my disease really was. I've always been more of an extremist, which means eating a ton and not really being able to control myself.
Good luck with your goals, but be safe, okay?
<3 Lara
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