God I love this fucking machine. My Christmas present. A brandy new iPad. All mine. Love love love
My husband is jealous. It's that kind of night where I just want to curl up and keep listening to WBRU and keeping downloading samples of books on my kindle. Th wind is howling outside and WBRU is just playing all the right songs to keep me up way ( Read more... )

for the record I am not. sober enough cor drunk enough for threesome talk by a Christian girl. or people more like posers who qct like ghey live lived in the 90s when I did. I'm not sober or drunk enough to deal wiyh trading in my sentemental car gimpy ur driving crazy and I really don't need people commenting on hue fast I pee again a bar

so I overshot something in my head and relieves stress of me ... I have one more week to save money for my credit card bill and my car ins isn't due till the end of Feb ... I'm thinking if I do it right I can pay off 95% of the card...pay my student loan and best buy card without stressing .... and start paying my mom back for the dog...all ( Read more... )

my life is a mess. I can only hope that this place becomes my sanctuary. somewhere I can write without fear of repercussions or people blabbing about it such as Facebook has become. I need somewhere to lose it before i implode.

joy to the world. my husband is depressed ...and my being a Scorpio makes me take everything personally and want to talk about everything and break it down. make it better.. but I don't know how. this sucks

this morning I had both dogs run across street and I had an hysterical breakdown in the street

party at georges. typical girl judging to ensue. drunken dances to come. already feeling the multitude of beers I've had at my house. feeling the insecurities fighting to the service...the urge to fight to push back and away from me. only time will tell which way the night will go tip the bottle and find out

I will not kill my sister. repeat after me. I will not kill my sister

feel like I'm going to lose my mind at work today. feel like everyone is walking on egg shells around me. I hate feeling like this and I am trying to hide it but its not working. maybe I need some kind of medication.

hmm my mind seems to have gone blank again. going to listen to this song that is stuck on repeat in my head and going to bed.