the last couple days have been really mellow for me, for that im gratefull. There for a little bit with all the different emotions all happeneing at once i thought i needed some help. Turns out chocolate cake really was the answer. i have been eating a piece everyday..well now it's gone, but i feel saner. ?? perhaps there serotonin running around ( Read more... )

i don't work today but im up early anyway ( Read more... )

i have been meaning to come back here for a good while these days. Im finally back..to much has happened to explain..not that i care to anyway ( Read more... )

my original plan was to post the lyrics to the most Beautiful Song i have heard by volbeat ( Read more... )

wow october is almost over....seems like time passes so quickly but when the day is happening it seems slow and unending. I spend most of my days wishing they would hurry...wishing the month would end ( Read more... )

lots of things running around rampant in my mind these days...most times they keep me up at night. Work is the same usual dreg..although i have taken a brand new attitude toward it all, which keeps me chipper at work and actually makes me feel gratefull for walking in the building. Every morning i wake up...i can brush my own teeth..i can walk... ( Read more... )

Today has lived up to it's stigma...friday the 13th ( Read more... )

im so frustrated....with time i suppose...in which seems pointless because you can't rush it...you can't slow it down ( Read more... )

i got on the scale this morning...and today marks kind of a mile stone for me ( Read more... )

This was one of my limited weekends off, but i worked half the day friday and the whole day saturday. WHich turned out pretty great because i got to spend some time with holly saturday night and most of sunday. It was fun for me..just getting to relax and talk with her ( Read more... )