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[bluegreen_lens]

well, it's not 100% over, but i'd like to say some things about this fucking country

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[gossamergrrl]

so instead of giving up, where do we go from here? it just seems pointless. i'm not meaning giving up on life, i mean giving up on caring. it hurts too much and its not doin any good ya know? it hurts

[bluegreen_lens]

well, maybe if it hurts right now, you can start by working towards living your life the way you want to, the way you think people should live. then when you have that breathing room, peace of mind, and sense of your own power, then you can start to care/change other people. that's one idea. these are things you're going to have to figure out.

But I know if you didn't care, you wouldn't be YOU. because you have a huge heart that you curse all the time, but it's really what makes you human and ultimately what makes me love you. along with the goofyness and the cuteness, you are loving and compassionate, and i wouldn't ever LET you lose that, so you're fucked anyway :) hehe. *smmoooch*

*sings* have i told you lately that i love you?

[gossamergrrl]

that's a dumb question for those who know us lol. but i do. it's 4 pm. why aren't you here yet? hehe. what you've said to me already today has made such a big difference and i'm ready to hug on you and kiss you and bug you and keep you from studying. you're so different lately. but a GOOD different, a really really good different. not that how you were before wasn't ok or anything, but i didn't think you could be any more amazing than you already were. you suprised me! this is one of the days where my love for you, and the love i feel from you, is amazing and i just want to stand on a big platform so that the whole universe can hear me say "I LOVE MY ALEX!" cuz i do :) *muah muah*