Hey! Go here and listen to me sing an Alanis Morissette song so I can win a contest. I need to have 100 people listen. You do not have to have a myspace account. And please, if you decide my singing is not like nails on a chalkboard, tell your friends to listen too. And if you feel the need to laugh at me, please do so behind my back for this has ( Read more... )

Like all good entries by me, I must start with a giant MMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

So yeah...I vanished. Poof! I don't know why I really did it. I guess I felt that no one really gave a shit cuz no one left me comments. But, I decided that I don't care. So I hope to be writing again soon, probably when this allergy shit is over with. Until then I hope to catch up with my friend's pages. No, I have not forgotten you!

I love discovering new (to me) music, especially folk artists from back when people actually gave a shit about their rights being violated and obliterated. So here's my new favorite song, by the lovel Janis Ian. FYI- the song is sarcastic. Janis and I are neither racist, sexist, homophobic or any other type of judgmental cockamamie bullshit. Ok, on ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that I judge myself entirely too much for entirely useless reasons. For drinking coffee and sitting around reading and chatting online most of the day. The foods I eat, the clothes I choose to wear on any given day. I even judge myself on how I fix my hair or the way I decide to do my makeup. Sometimes I get into my “ ( Read more... )

I am attempting to be more aware of my self-judgment lately. I've written down the common judgments that I notice I make about myself. I judge myself for ( Read more... )

Personal willpower is something I’m not very familiar with. I mean when I get pushed enough I’ll use it, but I don’t know how to control it. I can be assertive sometimes, but I feel like for the most part I try not to have to be that way. Or I’ll be overly assertive and turn into a selfish bitch. I can’t seem to find the balance ( Read more... )

Sometimes resistance baffles me. Especially when I resist myself. Why am I afraid of my feelings? They are already there. It’s not like denying them is going to make them go away. Taking small peeks at them doesn’t work either. One has to stare fear straight in the face and declare oneself bigger than it ( Read more... )

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sometimes MSN's numerology readings have very good advice for all of us ( Read more... )