So...my internet is evil but while it's semi-going I'm going to update. So yesterday was freakin AMAZING! Church, movie, walk, and concert. All amazing. I actually KNEW the artist and all but 2 of his songs! It was pretty cool! And well...im not taken any longer. *giggles ( Read more... )

...shall not get touched for a bit.
Maybe tomorrow afternoon.
Maybe.
I'm so
Confused
At life
About boys
About everything.
I just need isolation right now.
Just once more
of the emptiness
of this lonely life
I shouldn't be fooled.
Nothing lasts.
ever.
Except this feeling right now.
Empty.

So I've been so tired from Kids Camp all this week that I couldn't concentrate long enough to write something about my boring life. Lets just say...I ran the obstacle course. 6 times. Per day. Ouch. Yet ANOTHER guy was talking about how my sister is "hot" and I'm getting tired of it. Yes, she's pretty. Even prettier then me. But that gives ( Read more... )

It's fouth of July?? Didn't know untill 10 when I watched a total of 10 fireworks. I figured it out. People do fireworks to polute the air. Jerks.

P.S. Jacob

im a cool looking loser


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The world changes each time a year goes by.  Think about it.  Hard.  For some people, it's little changes.  For others it's the complete opposite.  I belong in the last group.  Lemme list everything I had and what I thought about it at this time last year.

1. Luke-He was SO amazing.  The "perfect boyfriend".
2. Kate-She was my best friend.  I hated her ( Read more... )

Fun at sports camp.
Major fun.
Much love.

I've written a couple poems over the past year.  Here is a couple of them.

He Must Think

He must think I'm happy
With the hell I've made with my life
I really don't think he knows
That my best friend has become a knife.

I know it seems I'm over him
I'd like to keep it this way
He thinks I sleep in a palace
Not in this cold bed I lay

I'm glad ( Read more... )

So I am totally hyper right now and I should be tired.  Conversation did NOT go the way I planned.  I must get back to that tonight.  He has SUCH a way with words...

Must go (shower).
Talk to me on myspace.

Last night I had an amazing conversation with an amazing guy.  He is one of the few guys makes me actually think about what I'm saying.  We talked about religion for an hour and a half.  We are continuing that conversation tonight.  I have a lot of studying to do ( Read more... )