your worrying too much ( Read more... )

how can i repay
this enormous debt ive made
that i asked for
that i begged for

i owe it all to You
and nothing i can do
would ever even the score
would ever lead to no more

youve said its all gone
forget it
but now im left
trying to prove my love

but i can never outlove You
never outlove You

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im so broken
what you think is me
really is just the pieces
that survived

thats all i have now
to give you
pieces of what
used to be whole

please take them
and make them
into something
something reminiscent of you

blow every shot you get
miss every target
you want to feel worse
than you did today

i dont understand
why its like this
but flipping through pages
you see every fault

maybe next time
things will work out

at the time
it seems like the good call
breaking hearts
and building walls

but now your left
more alone
than anyone could
ever tell

im so scared ( Read more... )

im contemplating
and that leaves me wishing
im thinking
and that leaves me hoping

stop trying
start praying
and hope it works out
hope it turns about

shes going that way
you are too
but shes so many steps ahead
you might as well be dead

only by grace
would you catch
a butterfly
as beautiful as her

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