When In Rome ( Read more... )

So ocasionaly I get into these weird thoughts and try and get into my friends point of views and I was just listening to this song on the radio and then i realized...this is how Shelby must feel so I thought I would post these lyrics ( Read more... )

So...I think i need to update and I have nothing better to do cause i was on the phone then my brother came and took it awya from me. Anyway...today was actually pretty good. like it started out horrible cause Kevin left today but then I stopped thinking about it cause I had other things to keep my mind off of it. Like at lunch. We were all being ( Read more... )

So I am depressed again ( Read more... )

You know what?

I just say

FUCK IT!!

I mean really.

UGH...It fucking pisses me off

but Whatever

I just give up on trying any fucking more

I mean what's the point of even trying

If you know the attempts are doing nothing but making the problem bigger

So Whatever...I just don't care anymore

Just not now

Maybe later in life

I love her no matter what

Even if she's none existent

She'll come soon

Hopefully when I am ready and prepared

So what do you do when you don't know who to turn to ( Read more... )

So today started out kind of bad but then I finally broke and things are okay now. so I went to the B-Ball game tonight with Shelby, Cherrelle, Mandy, and Kadie. Me, Shelby, and Cherrelle ran off and had fun. yeah we took pictures in the band hall and it was soooo much fun! Yeah, Kevin was with The retarted BlueBelles. and the whole time we were ( Read more... )

So i'm sitting here talking to Cherrelle and listening to my music which I haven't done in like forever. *sigh* things are pretty bad right now...if you know me then you know why...unless you go to a different school or something. Anyway I have nothing better to do but write in here cause no one is at my house ;<<< yeah kay well i'm just going to ( Read more... )

So right now in my life...things are..okay. I don't want to say everything's good cause everytime I do something bad goes wrong again. This weekend should be fun cause I'm goin to chill mah girls and Justin. and I just sounded sooo gangster...I wish. anyways...uhh yeah that's pretty much it.