Sometimes I wonder........will I ever get a b/f?  In the past the guys I like have never been gay.  I always like straight guys I guess one because they remind me of the guys that I grew up with.  Two, maybe because I just like manlier guys.  But then I wonder to myself am I being desperate?  Why do I always like guys that I'm not up to parr with ( Read more... )

So the other day me and kristen went out to hawthorne or as we like to call east bumbleF*** and had a great time freezing our asses off and waiting around in a movie theatre for like 3 hours. We saw brokeback Moutain, kristen found it boring but i think she really did appreciate the concept of the movie. I really liked it however i though it was ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in here for like a real long time. Baiscally all thats happened in my life is that i was busy. Lol yea baiscally very very busy. Drama Competitions, Drama between people as well as planning for many events in the future. College is coming up and i can't wait to go. sniff I'm sad im gonna miss everyone when we graduate. I

Im so sick of everything. I'm sick of being stupid and average. I'm sick of being ugly and conceited, I sick of being single and alone. I'm sick of SOME of my horrible friends. I'm sick of being me.....................

I LOVE HOLT CAMP FOREVER!!!!!! SOOO MUCH FUN!!!! THATS RIGHT!!! PROPS TOO ALL MY FRIENDS EVERYONE!!!! GO MY CABIN THE DUKES OF HOLT!!!! TY YOUR THE MAN, NO THE OTHER TY LOL, I LOVE YOU BOIEE LOL YOU WERE THE BEST WHAT CAN I SAY???? AND JAIME SUCH A SWEET KIND PERSON THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND I LOVE DUCKS!!! THE COOKING CREW KATIE, KIMMY, TIM, ( Read more... )

OMG HOLT CAMP TOMORROW YAY YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAY!!!!!!!
I CAN'T WAIT OMG ITS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN. SAME CABINS WOOT WOOT!!!! CITS! IM GOING TO GO TO WORK TODAY AND TOTALLY NOT PAY ATTENTION!!!!!! LOL!

HOLT HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

My dear friend Kristen is going away tomorrow and im going to miss her so much lol. I know its silly but i will miss her. Shes bee my friend for sooo long and what can i say but i love her. LOL Kristen let's always remember good times!!! I don't know who my best friends are anymore i hangout with everyone. But i hangout with my Chupa La ( Read more... )

So lately i've been hanging out with my Filippino buddies.....and its AWESOME! I've never had so much fun with Nikki-chan Kaye-chan and Quirina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Usagi! (Luis) is Quirina's B/f whos going to take us to Mitsuo! YAY! hes pretty funny he's very sensitive which is kool but he can't dance very well LOL! Anyway we went job hunting today ( Read more... )

Just got home from Florida omg totally toally missed my home lol and i want to totally kcik back and relax college looking was alot of fun. Saw lots of kool stuff first two colleges on my i want to go there list ( Read more... )

Okay well its the morning so there probablly be a later entry but last night was interesting got up went to the dentist had my face numb for like and hour and a half and then i went to the service proj here we proceeded to get rowdy do the project and eat. LOl then me kristen and ben went to the driving range which before hand we had a tearful ( Read more... )