Heading to Japan and South Korea in less than 2 weeks. Booked the flights around 10 months ago now. Just finally getting around to booking the South Korean leg. Will be there last week of Feb. I hear it's freezing. That's making the vacation stressful. Was planning to head to Jeju-do but I hear it's too cold to do the caves and hikes this time of ( Read more... )

I'm back in Melbourne again after 3 days back in Sydney ( Read more... )

As hard as it is to make one, and as easy it is to regret one.. I'm not going to ( Read more... )

..is not a nice place to be.

In the last month, I've found solace from the uncertainities in my life in the home (and sometimes, arms) of the one who gave me his keys.
So what's the problem?

Love is no longer a possibility.. it's just been bumped into reality.

And what's the problem with that?

He can't decide whether he wants to be with me.

So why did he ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for Sydney in a few short hours. Bringing along with me my life in my car. I'm leaving behind the house that I've known for 13 years, the people that I've met in that time and most heartbreakingly, the people who have loved me all my life.

I didn't think being selfish would feel so bad.

I think next time, I'll choose to be left behind

I'm at a crossroads at the moment in terms of my career and it doesn't help that I'm indecisive. SS recently told me that people change careers about 7 times in their lifetime..I'm not sure whether he just pulled that number out of the air but it sounds quite credible. I'd say I just finished on number 3 and am searching for #4 at the moment.

Last ( Read more... )

He is quietly confident on most days and on others, his sadness is heartbreaking ( Read more... )

So he tells me: "I'm scared to be with you because I'm scared to fall in love with you".

Just because before I met you, I wanted the world doesn't mean I wouldn't mind leaving it behind. Frankly, I think you're worth it...

.. if you only knew how happy you make me by just being you. It's true.

..for tomorrow...

He came over to give me an early birthday present...


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I went to an outplacement seminar this past week and the facilitator asked us to do an Enneagram test to determine what kind of jobs we might be picked for based on our personalities.. so I've just googled it and it's actually, surprisingly accurate ( Read more... )