i feel like i should've done something.
but it just hurts too much to.

would've been her 47th birthday today.

i cant stop fucking crying.

when i was just a little girl
i asked my mother what would i be
would i be pretty? would i be rich?
here's what she said to me..

Que sera sera
whatever you'll be you'll be
the future's not our to see
que sera sera
what will be will be..

i feel like i'm on top of the world right now :-)

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there is a difference between who you are, and who you wish to be.. once you realize that and can accept who you really are, then is when you're on your way to being happy with yourself.

Life goes on.. whether you're ready for it or not :|

:'(

i am so terrified of this feeling.

2nd birthday without her :'(