I have a feeling that over the last year, I've been building up a quiet shell that's so natural I don't know how to undo it. It's probably just some kind of cycle--every few years, for the rest of my life, I will always be wallflowering some conversation and morbidly wondering what kind of impact MTV never had on my life. Is it possible to get the ( Read more... )

It seems as though all the people who live more than a hundred miles from Denver are fading away. And the circle grows smaller ( Read more... )

oy.. i'm tired. and i'm cursed with knowing that it's not for any particularly good reason. we were 'studying' ross and hume for the exam this morning (at buttfuck early in the morning) and ended up talking about feminist politics.. refreshing to worry about gender roles, but again that stale frustration that these conversations are so repetitive ( Read more... )

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it deserves a website, a shrine, and perhaps even its own little national holiday.

http://www.colorado.edu/StudentGroups/KVCU/

*mwah*

frisbee ( Read more... )

if you look really closely at the huge gap between these and the last meaningful words in this journal, you'll find the general shape of unhappiness. insofar as that ever-encroaching blob has a shape. i suppose it wouldn't, or it would be a vaccuum, since it seems to suck more than anything. ;P sorry. well. stressed beyond capacity, i think. like ( Read more... )

yes, an update.

i am:
sick
grouchy
overwhelmed (welcome to the final weeks of school)
one more bad haircut away from shaving my head permanently
10 essay pages away from losing it completely, moving to france and joining the foreign legion.

i'll be going as antoinette. :)

argh.

a whole lot of kids from greeley went down to denver tonight.. so we could get lost on colfax and battle a lot of hippies for center floor at ani's concert.. kaylynn and i in that throng of people. official. it really must be spring.. that was a month of hoping and considering.. and me halfway believing that her possibility is so impractical i ( Read more... )

i was supposed to be studying logic all night.

we went to the beanery.

"waiting is perfection.. a rapture of your own devising..." so it is. kaylynn.