this morning i woke up with swollen eyes. i've had contacts in for the last three days, and now my eyes are still sore.. so that was a wake up call. it's scary to wake up because you're crying ( Read more... )

i think i'll start smoking crack too. shooting up heroin, in my spare time. it'll help me quit with cigarettes.

sleep should be a hobby--occasional binge, like everything else. an occasional luxury.

indulge.

taskbar:

1. winamp. (timo maas)

2. acts, from the holy bible (online, complete)

3. glossary of poetic terms

4. merriam-webster online

5. bible summary - acts

6. midsummer night's dream (online, complete)

7. oh, and microsoft word. ;P

"look, I'm sorry I'm being so negative today."
lisa: "that's ok, you're an english major."

my roomie the ex-theatre major.

current mission: midsummer night's dream--the serpents therein.

we SHOULD be flakes. :)

we were waiting for the stars to align correctly.. but i guess even the stars can't do anything ( Read more... )

ugh. officially tired of everyone... one night's fabulous conversation is the next three days of successfully blowing each other off. this isn't worth it, not at all at all ( Read more... )

both of my parents on the phone... awful just afterwards. beer and cigarettes, it seems best to just leave.. walk home from michelle and eric's. phil follows me out and we talk.

feels like i've been washed out of emotion. system flushed.

1. Of or pertaining to people or region beyond the mountains ( Read more... )

i think i'm starting to treat these word-a-day emails like fortune cookies. for example ( Read more... )

i'm impressed.

the hour for realizing that loners aren't really even that, they're probably one of the population's biggest subsets. hooray for their populating classrooms. the lack of stability is appealing.

even poetry--i like this teacher. anyone who looks at a new face without a cheap smile is more believable.

strange world. maybe i'm happy.