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Still love him...
Wow it's been about a year since I haven't talked to Aron. The big question is do you still love him? The answer is yes. Honestly when I sit and think of him I still have this great emotion of love for him. I don't miss him as much because in a way I have moved on but my love for him hasn't. I just wish he could text me or call just to say hi ( Read more... ) -
lOve SiCk
Don't know what it is, but it hits me so hard. This world that you're born into has a check list of things you have to accomplish. You are born with the notion that you will grow up, have a job, find a love, have children then die. It is set so why hasn't it happened? To many this is an impossible feat especially for me. I give and give, search and ( Read more... ) -
Haven't written in here for a long time...
Ummm lets see so what has happened lately booze, party, adventure, boys and getting high lol. So yeah I'm still talking to Mike we decided to be fuck buddies I'm sorry I don't like him but some of the best sex in my life ever I don't like young guys he's 20 but he knows what he's doing. I went on some dates the guys were lame. I'm talking to two ( Read more... ) -
I hate fucking CAPITALONE
The worst credit card company on earth!!!!!!!!!!! I had paid my complete balance off but what they don't tell you is that there is interest on the balance that they don't include in the total balance! So when I would go online to check my balance it would be at 0, well that means I don't owe anything so today I get a bill saying that my past ( Read more... ) -
Lost within myself...
Such a surprise... a piece missing saddens my face from the fray of pain. Pain is what I need now to feel... I can't feel the touch kindness or kiss of another. It's all in slow motion a time lapse video that I am watching I don't know what's going to happen next but what I do know is that another piece of me is lost. Blinded by what's in front of -
Sat/fri night fun fun fun..
So friday night I had fun, I had a date with this hot British guy named Jim sooooo cute. I had awesome sex with him I came so good I like him but only like him enough just for fun! So saturday I went out with Izzy Jen, and Tabi at the Crest to check out Jens brothers band. They were really good we got high it was fun... Today I picked up Casey at ( Read more... ) -
Unleashed.
So lately I have been just letting myself out of my box and I love it. Monday was fun I went to school I was very drunk still in the morning in my English class. I just couldn't really walk in a straight line or up the stairs. I was so dehydrated I drank like more than 8 Dasani bottles of water. Later on that night after Bio class, Casey, Nico and ( Read more... ) -
DUI: Dialing Under The Influence
So yeah last night was not a good one. I got so drunk I drank a whole bottle of wine and a lot of rum straight up. I was just really sad last night, the other day I realized I had daddy issues the fact that he left me as an infant and never gave any regaurd to the life he created. There was always someone filling in his shoes be it my mom, ( Read more... ) -
So here we go again...
So yeah My date with Alen went very well. On Thursday night we hung out from like 9:30pm-4:00am, he's very cute and we have a lot in common, I like him a lot! Friday night he took me out to a movie we saw Coraline it was a great movie, loved it. We talked a bit then split ways, I regret not kissing him but I'm so shy when I first date or get to ( Read more... )
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