I've decided that I'm going to graduate school. I think it'll be University of Phoenix. I'm probably just scared to be out of school and I have no idea why (well, half an excuse of an idea is that I don't have the money to pay on my student loans). I guess when I stop moving forward with my education, I'll have to face moving forward with my ( Read more... )

I wonder home many calories my body is consuming producing the vast quantity of snot that I am currently making. I guess everyone knows that being sick helps a diet, but I thought it only counted if I was barfing sick. I wonder what snot's made of and if I can lose weight by making more.

I am desperately trying to avoid finishing my 5-7 page paper due tomorrow. Someone distract me! Oh wait, that's probably not such a good idea. I tried to get some of it done at work today, but for some reason they actually gave me some work to do. Plus, my administrative boss, my backup administrative boss, my two administrative boss's boss, ( Read more... )

Well, my Great-Grandmother died last week. Today we're heading up to the viewing and tommorrow we'll drive to Purcell, OK for the funeral ( Read more... )

I feel like one of those men who comes home and says, "Is it too much to ask to have dinner on the table?" I am sooooooo hungry right now and Paula said she was making tacos, but she didn't actually get up to make tacos until 10 minutes ago by which time we had already started to make something else because I'm just too hungry to wait. Is it so ( Read more... )

I'm scared. I'm scared that the world is coming to an end. I'm scared that I should be learning those survival skills I'll need in a post-apocolyptic world. I feel like I should be learning how to keep my children from freezing to death when we have no electricity, how to make food out of native plants, how to hide ourselves so that dangerous, ( Read more... )

I hate that sometimes I feel emotions that I don't have a right to. A woman at work who I have met (because she works with Tommy) but was not friends with lost her baby today. She was almost twenty weeks pregnant and I knew because as of a week ago 4 out of 9 employees on Tommy's team were expecting. I remember him coming home noting that while ( Read more... )

I know it's been a loooooooong time since I've updated, but I need to vent and for once Tommy just doesn't get it. Work is driving me crazy. My boss Sonya ignores me most of the time while also passive-aggressively nagging me with notes on my daily reports. She's the kind of person that just sets me on edge, pisses me off, and makes me act like ( Read more... )

I feel so numb. Like I should be feeling things that make me get things done, but instead I just feel heavy and empty at the same time. If I didn't have Tommy's disappointed face to stop me, I would cut right now, just to make sure that I'm still capable of feeling something sharp and to feel, for once, focused instead of spread thin and ( Read more... )

What if accounting is my destiny? What if I am destined to cure cancer and end world hunger with my mesmeric accounting skills and I can't seem to get past the fact the that sometimes a debit is actually an increase in some places and a decrease in others even though I understand a little why and know that the actual rationalization behind it is ( Read more... )