ok I have decided I am going to delete this old journal soon. There is no use keeping these old memories that just remind me of bad things when I read. I'm happy now. My life is different. For those of you who did no know I got another journal and would like to add me please do. It is modest_faerie.

I have a new livejournal ... it is http://www.livejournal.com/modest_faerie ... it is a friends only ... I think I'm gonna write in just that one now ... I've added people I want ... but please ask if you want to be added as my friend ... I'm only doing it so I wont be judged ( Read more... )

Artist: Wayne Static of Static-X Lyrics
Song: Not Meant For Me Lyrics

You think you're smart ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

"Blue Monday ( Read more... )

I'm at school and I'm bored ... yeah BCIS ... well I finished my mousetrap car last night ... it kinda works ... it's just slow ... hopefully I get a good grade ... it was fun when me and my mom were getting high off of spray paint fumes ... well robin didn't do my hair because she did some dude's hair she didn't even know ... I was mad ... I ( Read more... )

I'm so stupid. well, this morning my mom came in here as usual with my medicine and breakfast. she said something about connection being lost on dsl. i was still asleep so i didn't pay attention. i noticed she was standing at my computer for a long time. then i get up and look. she's looking at my IM from a conversation with felix i forgot to ( Read more... )

I'm sorry ... I don't mean to hurt you ... It's just me ... I have guy friends ... I don't like all of them like that ... you're the one who means something to me ... you mean the most ... I care about you and I don't want to hurt you ... that's why I say I'm sorry ... they're just people in my life ... or that I talk to ... it doesn't mean I like ( Read more... )

FAIRY TALE


( Read more... )

wash your nervous hands.....linus and wes are great. blah. *rolls eyes* and so many other guys, is there even hope for devotion? i dont know. If you want someone, theres certain borders and there are no bridges to cross them. What shocks me is the way you can easily tell other and many guys you love them and shit. I dont know how to feel. So many ( Read more... )