I dont even know where to start so I will start here. Lucas was born Sept. 10,2008 at 4:57 pm by c-section. He was 6 pounds 12 ounces. He came out with a head full of brown hair which is thicker now. Everyone compliments on how much hair he has. He has brownish green eyes.They seem to still not be able to  make up thier minds. Eliott went back to ( Read more... )

I cant believe that I am already in the 5th month of this pregnancy. It seems like it has flown by so quickly and I honestly dont know where the time went. Lucas is moving a whole lot more now, and sometimes it feels so wierd. But it is awsome to know that he is ok and that he is growing. It is amazing how something so little forms into a little ( Read more... )

I got to see my baby when I went for the ultrasound and we got to hear the heartbeat which was 171!!! It was so cool to see it and was a great experience with Eliott there with me. I have a cyst on my left ovary but Dr. Dupond said it should shrink away when the placenta takes over. I get a pain here and there. I go on the 25th to see my new doctor ( Read more... )

Well we found out a couple weeks ago that we are going to be parents in September. Im so excited and I truely cant believe it. I know that God had his helping hand in it and answered our very needing prayers. I go on Feb. 8th for my first checkup and ultrasound and I cant believe that either.I hope I can hear the heartbeat then that will be extra ( Read more... )

Im so glad that Christmas is over with. Everything went well until Christmas day when we went over to his uncle tom and aunt teresa's. Way to many people for one and then his mom had to start in. I told Eliott before we went that she would bring up the whole baby thing in front of everyone and thats exactly what she did. She told me that I needed ( Read more... )

Well the medicine didnt work, go figure. My period came yesterday which means no baby this month. I cried about all day yesterday cause I just dont understand why it is so easy for everyone else. Im gonna give up for a lil bit and not think about it much and maybe it will just happen.It hurts but I will get through it. Eliott just sat that and held ( Read more... )

I can belive that Christmas is only 17 days away.It just dont seem like another year has gone by that quick. Me and Eliott have been married for two years now and that dont seem real either. everything has been going really good ( Read more... )

They called me from the doctors office yesterday  and said that I am a carrier for the cystic fibrosis gene and now eliott has to go get some blood work now. If he carries the gene also then it will be dangerous for me to get pregnant cause the baby could end up with cysitc fibrosis. Both parents have to carry the gene for the baby to end up with ( Read more... )

Im really agravated at this point in time. Me and Eliott have been trying for a baby since December and not many ppl know this and I would like to keep it that way, but it seems like everyone around me is pregnant. To top it all off I found out today that a 14 year old that we know is pregnant. Now what the heck is wrong with me. I know that me and ( Read more... )

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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