I don't know what it is. But I just can't bring myself to trust him. Its something in his eyes.

Alright, I've been having dirty dreams about Tom Meighan. I just can't help myself. Ever since we met him after the concert, I've wanted him badly. Besides, since boys in the real world are useless and pathetic, maybe its time for a good fantasy guy.


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All of the bastards I've been dating are worthless. I was just having fun and all, and I don't want to get serious with any of these people. However, that does not mean that I should still date them and put up with BULL SHIT. I don't deserve to be treated like I'm unimportant. Like making plans with me and then not calling me back? Or deciding ( Read more... )

I've been really proud of the way I've been handling my situation with Josh. I let msyelf be really upset about it for a little while, and then I put it behind me. I've kept my distance from him while still staying close to him, or as close as I'll let myself get anyway. I know that I'm going to end up being hurt somehow and I've accepted that. I'm ( Read more... )

From A Saucerful of Secrets...

It's awfully considerate of you to think of me here. And I'm most obliged to you for making it clear that I'm not here.

I feel like my parents hate me. I know that I'm not home as much as I should be, but I've been trying harder lately. Its like whenever my mom sees me she gives me this look of disgust before warming up to me and asking how my day was. I don't know. I'm probably just feeling a little guilty. I love my family and I don't want them to think otherwise ( Read more... )

Amber, I think I'm in love with that guy from Taking Back Sunday too. I don't even rememer his name! Adam...? I saw one of their vids today and he was just so incredibly attractive. D-A-M-N.

whyyyyyyyyy?! why can't i stop? i'm flippin obsessed!

i hate fucking waiting around. if you're not fucking interested then fucking SAY SO. i won't continue to wait on him. its as easy as deleting his number from my phone. end of fucking story.

It's gone. I have no room left in me to love Tim anymore. I almost broke up with him yesterday, but I just didn't have the heart to do it. The poor guy is going through so much right now, and I don't want to be the final straw, you know? The thing that pushes him over the edge. Its been fucking hard though. I hate having to sit and endure more and ( Read more... )

Just to let everyone know I am mad at no one. Everyone is still my friend. We're all cool as far as I'm concerned.

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